Am I coveting when I don't feel like following through with a commitment I made? Grudging over an obligation allows compulsive desires to deceive and twist accountability. Over time I fell into this self-deceit and desire not to go to church whenever it was our once a month turn to serve in preschool. The Saturday night before, I would be reminded of our responsibility, sighing as regret swept over me. Was there something that could keep me out of going? Any of our kids sick,